Where is the Solidarity With ex Muslims?

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Pic Credit: Geoff Livingston / Flickr
Pic Credit: Geoff Livingston / Flickr
By Yasmine

 

If you prick us, do we not bleed?

In the Merchant of Venice, Shakespeare wrote those words for a Jew to say, but today, those words will come from the mouth of an ex-Muslim.

I normally try to stay positive and veer far away from the victimhood narrative, as I was raised to think of myself as a victim when I was a Muslim. I was taught that the big, bad non-believers all hated us and wanted us dead and don’t care about us and that we should hate them back, we should never trust them, and indeed, that we should kill them.

But growing up in Canada, I saw no evidence of that. My teachers weren’t Muslim, but they were kind and loving.

“Did you hug your teacher?” My mother spat out one day, when she was picking me up from school.

“Ya, I love Mrs. Roth!”

“You do not hug non-Muslims! That is disgusting.”

My mom spoke to the principal and demanded that my Grade 1 teacher not touch her child. We used to all stand in a line and hug her as we entered the classroom. She put a stop to that. Not just for me—but none of the other kids were allowed to hug Mrs. Roth anymore either.

I was sad and confused. I didn’t see evidence of this insistence by Islam that non-believers were evil and deserving of God’s wrath and eternal punishment. I didn’t want to strike off their heads or their fingertips! I loved my friends who lived down the hall. The baker at the local supermarket always gave me a cookie and a smile. Non-believers were nothing but nice to me.

Eventually I denounced Islam and this contrived victimhood narrative, and I joined humanity. Shoulder to shoulder with all other humans, no one above the other. Initially I was embraced by the atheist/humanist community. I felt like I had finally found the utopia John Lennon was singing about in ‘Imagine’. And then a strange thing happened.

All of the people that were so kind to me as a Muslim, all of the people who, unknowingly, were inoculating me against the hate Islam was so adamantly trying to put in my heart,  all turned against me when I identified as an ex-Muslim.

Suddenly I was accused of spreading hate, I was deemed a bigot and a racist. NO, I insisted, I was raised to be all those things, but I am not! I have denounced all the hate. Here I am. Free from the darkness. I see us all as humans. I do not believe in any of us are above the other anymore.

Although I have been an atheist for almost fifteen years, I am stung with this betrayal. Every single day.

If Leah Remini talks about leaving Scientology, she is embraced and celebrated. She gets a show on A&E. If Megan Phelps-Roper talks about leaving the Westboro Baptist Church, she get a TED Talk. An ex-Jehovah’s Witness, an ex-Mormon, and ex-Orthodox Jew an ex-absolutely-any-religion you could possibly name is treated differently from an ex-Muslim.

Why is that? We all escaped ideologies that restricted us, and embraced rational thinking and humanism instead. Why is that we are treated as pariahs? I hate to feel sorry for myself, but I feel sorry for myself today. And I feel sorry for all ex-Muslims fighting this uphill battle.

Because of our decision to denounce the religion that was forced upon us without our consent, we have dealt with death threats. In many cases they are more than threats: we have dealt with honour killings; every day we deal with the pain, the trust and abandonment issues that come with being shunned by our friends and family; we have dealt with feeling lost and alone as our lives are no longer mapped out for us; our identities are no longer intact.

All this, and now we have to deal with an inexplicable backlash from our allies? Fellow humans who we share common liberal beliefs with now? Now we also believe in gay rights. Now we also believe in freedom of thought and expression. Now we also believe in equality of the sexes. Now we also believe in human rights. And NOW you hate us? You loved us when we shared none of those values with you. How confused and confusing.

Ex-Muslims are shunned by liberals while Muslims are embraced. Although less than one quarter of one percent of Americans wear hijab, you’ll find hijabis being fetishised by Nike, Elle, PlayBoy, Vogue, getting book deals, and even leading a march that stands for everything that is the opposite of their belief system.

It’s a strange turn of events. One that leaves ex-Muslims scratching our heads and swallowing back tears.

We don’t deserve this. All we ever wanted was to progress and to do good in the world. We chose to denounce hate and embrace love. We chose to denounce lies and embrace facts. We chose to denounce bigotry and embrace humanism. We have paid such a steep price for that from our Muslim community, yet we were expecting that blow. This blow from the left is a sucker punch. A low blow. And so it hurts so much more.

 

yasminYasmine is a Canadian citizen of an Arab background. She has written a memoir about her journey out of Islam, ‘Some of my best friends are Jewish, and other confessions of an ex-Muslim’.

She endured decades of physical and mental torture. She was forced into a marriage with a member of Al Qaeda, after he was bailed out of prison by Osama bin Laden himself.  She wore a niqab, and lived in a home/prison with paper covering all the windows. Yet, somehow, with nothing but a high school diploma and a baby in tow, she got out.

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5 thoughts on “Where is the Solidarity With ex Muslims?

  1. Alan Flynn

    I can only assume that such leftists are really just superficial thinkers. They lend voluble support to minorities whom they recognise – quite rightly – as subject to discrimination, without possessing any knowledge of, let alone applying critical analysis to the tenets that the minority group hold. Such support, whilst well-intentioned, is therefore oblivious to negative aspects within the minority and is so unqualified in its support of ‘the community’ that any one individual who does draw attention to negatives within the minority (and renouncing membership of the community ranks as the greatest declaration of negation) is automatically labeled an opponent of, at worst a traitor to the oppressed minority. They either have no awareness of, or worse, turn a blind eye to the crippling oppression that takes place within Islam towards those who reject its teachings, of the appalling violence that is contained within Islamic scripture, of the inherent oppression of women or the hateful vilification of homosexuals that has led intelligent cradle Muslims to apostatise.

    My advice to these people is to desist from giving uncritical support to minorities when that comes at the price of throwing the ‘minority within the minority’ under the bus. True upholders of liberty are able to reject discrimination against minorities whilst regarding people such as yourself as heroic pioneers of freedom of conscience and speech within your communities of origin.

  2. Mike atsymbolmrkalisz

    Yasmine there are pretenders all around left and right. Religious and angry at all religion and faith. The tolerance intolerant brigade will not shout down love and reason forever.

  3. Fiona

    Don’t lose heart. Your voice is being heard. Sooner of later leftists will learn that their hypocrisy is being seen by free thinking people. They are fast losing any credibility they might have had.
    Not until they show the courage to acknowledge the violent aspects of Islam and support calls for major reforms, as they do other nasty aspects of othe religious doctrines, will they wrest back any credibility.

  4. Sean Steele

    This story is heartbreaking as are many,
    many others!!

    I was brought up in Ireland when the Catholic Church still had huge, unchecked power!
    So I can somewhat empathise!

    Stay strong and best wishes!

  5. un passant

    As a leftist myself, I’m so sorry ans ashamed by how people are treating you. You are the kind of heroes we need.
    Kudos and keep up the good work on spreading awareness that islam is not an oppressed “race” but a religious and political ideology that deserves scrutiny.
    Best Regards.

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